Peanut,
This week has been a difficult one for your Mama. On Wednesday, she learned that a fellow co-worker who was also expecting a peanut of her own, lost the baby. The news made your Mama very sad and extremely scared. You do not know it - but since Mama is only in her first trimester her risk of miscarriage is very high. And your Mama, who you by now know is a worrier, is terrfied that she is going to lose you.
But your Mama's co-worker showed tremendous courage and heart in the face of her loss. She explained to Mama that she had found peace regarding the situation, and that she knew her Peanut was waiting for her in heaven. She takes comfort in knowing that -- and her peace flowed over to your Mama.
We've got a long road ahead of us, Peanut. After all, we are only 2 months into this journey. There are going to be lots of bumps (pun intended), twists, and turns along the way. But at the end, you and I will finally get to see each other face to face - and that's going to make it all worth it.
Love,
Mama
